Feb 23, 2011

Love is Waiting

Posted by Goldi on Feb 23, 2011 at 6:37 AM
I suddenly felt a surge of emotion in my heart last night, that it was threatening to burst on me and make me spill words that I've been mostly afraid to admit to anyone whenever I start to feel it, during the course of my life. I suddenly had this longing inside me to tell what I feel, but then something inside me tells that it's not yet the right time. I changed my ym status to "I feel like my heart's gonna burst" and it immediately attracted the attention of close friends added in my ym list. Nix, being the polite girl she is, checked what's with it right away without asking too much info that might sound like she's prying on something very personal already. That's what I like about her. I told her it is indeed too personal that I think I can't share it to anyone at the moment and that the status just tells what I currently feel... I just don't feel comfy sharing it with anyone at the moment. I was praying for God's take on this and was asking Him to give me an immediate answer if possible because I was at that moment struggling of what's trying to burst my heart out.

I could've easily spilled this to that person had I not been able to hold it, thanks to Nix for being fast in asking :D. I can't give info to her, but I know the girl has a quite good intuition so I asked her what does she feel about it, and maybe we can start from there, so that I can also help myself. She then started off with checking how things are going. Then I told her I currently feel that my feelings are trying to overrule my mind. She quoted a line from the movie Fireproof: "Don't follow your heart because your heart can be deceived." Agree naman ako sa sinabi nya, and it felt like those few words made the juices in my brain flow to let me think clearly about the situation. I have to wait on God first. Patience. She also told me that God sometimes speak to her through songs and gave me two Brooke Fraser songs that I might want to check, "Faithful" and "Love is Waiting". My eyes caught the "Love is Waiting" first and searched for it in Youtube. And upon checking out the message, I can say it describes exactly what I felt I need to do.. or to say.

In the autumn on the ground,
between the traffic and the ordinary sounds
I am thinking signs and seasons while a north wind blows through
I watch as lovers pass me by
Walking stories - whos and hows and whys
Musing lazily on love, pondering you

I'll give it time, give it space and be still for a spell
When it's time to walk that way we wanna walk it well

I'll be waiting for you baby
I'll be holding back the darkest night
Love is waiting til we're ready, til it's right
Love is waiting

It's my caution not the cold
There's no other hand that I would rather hold
The climate changes, I'm singing for the strangers about you
Don't keep time, slow the pace
Honey hold on if you can
the bets are getting surer now... that you're my man


I could write a million songs about the way you say my name
I could live a lifetime with you and then do it all again
and like I can't force the sun to rise or hasten summer's start,
neither should I rush my way into your heart

I was like... this is bull's eye. Shot right at the target. LoL! Ganda pa ng pagkakanta. And after listening to the song, I felt peace in my heart, and it got tamed. I chose to keep singing this song while I pray to God to let me know when would be the right time to reveal anything and how I should do it.

Love is patient. ~1 Corinthians 13:4


ARchieVINer said...

Love the song... hindi ko pa naririnig pero maganda ang lyrics!

Simply Me said...

Listen to it :). Worth the loading time. It's softly sung and in a peaceful manner. Thanks for the comment. God bless you :)

Kol Me Empi said...


sarah said...

aaahhhh..another love story...anyways, thanks for the follow girl. if you would like to exchange links, kindly hook me up again.thanks. i would gladly like to be your regular visitor:)

Sendo said...

related sa letter ko kay wifey hehe...^^ nakuha ko un sa friend ng friend ko.na babae..pinost niya ung letter sa book na "when God writes you a love story" ata yun. tapos naengganyo rin ako magsulat para sa kanya...nyaha...love is patient...sapul nga ung kanta ^^ para satin mga single! mabuhay! hehe..ang iniisip ko lang palagi, maraming bagay pa gustong ipagawa sakin ni Lord...^^

Simply Me said...

@empi: yan din ang expression ko nung nabasa ko yung proposal mo :)

@sarah: I added 2 of your blogs in my blogroll. Thanks for the visit! I'd be your regular visitor too :)

@sendo: salamat sa pagdaan at pag-comment. I'm actually currently reading that book pero umpisa pa lang. Ah so dun pala nakuha yung idea ng letter? Nice... Alam mo, dahil sa mga nakikita kong sinulat nyong letters to your future lifetime partner, parang nai-inspire din akong gumawa. Hehehe. Hopefully makagawa ako for him :D.

Salamat sa inyong lahat and God bless you!

Merry said...

That's right, Goldi..
Love is patient.
And also, love is waiting..
The most important is always love our God :)


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